
So this is what showed up after 20 minutes on May 8th. I had another one on May 9th and 10th. Tried calling my doctor and got the bitch nurse who told me that I had to wait until I was at least a week late. I was officially late on Saturday, the 12th. I finally sent my doctor a fax since the bitch wouldn't put me through to one of his two nurses that work only with him. They called me back Friday afternoon and I am now on progesterone suppositories, oh boy are those fun, not. It feels like I am pissing my pants all fucking day and night. I really am not, yet. ;) I know it will be coming. So I need to make an appointment for 3 weeks from now. The nice nurse said that they want it then so that when they do the ultrasound if there is going to be a heartbeat, we will see it then.
So yeah, apparently I really did ovulate early and it really can happen when you only have sex twice in a month. Yeah, really. Or maybe it was just getting the news about the Turkeese twins that triggered my competitive ovaries to finally do their fucking jobs. Oh, I suppose now that I may, possibly, fingers crossed, pray for me, get a kid out of this, I should stop swearing?
So needless to say, not quite sure what to think yet about this whole situation. I mean, we have been trying for almost 2 years, I will freaking 40 on Thursday for the love of Pete! I just hope that if, it actually really gets here and all that good stuff that it isn't a vacant, staring blob like the in-laws last kid. You know it could happen, who knows where that came from in that one. Yeah, so needless to say, I am kind of kicking myself in the head with, "What the hell was I thinking?".
So I thought you all should know what is going on. I am sure that I will be needing you regardless of how long this last or what happens in the next few weeks or months.
Catherine, you can tell your secret now. ;)
Everyone keep your fingers crossed for DD. She is hopefully going to be the next one announcing success. It runs in threes, you know. I know I am thinking of her and wishing her all the best.